hols

Its 12:20 and I'm still not in bed.. and I gotta go to work at 9 2mr morn.. and its gonna be a long day.. I dont know why i'm still up at this time.. even feeling so awake..

Things are starting to roll up.. hols are coming to an end.. and I guess i feel that I really enjoyed the hols.. all the food and pampering frm my parents.. yet.. work seems to deprive me of a good holiday i wanted.. neverthelss no point complaining.. its almost over anyway..

Sleep seems to be so saturated with dreams.. vivid yet so brief.. from the shutting till the opening of my eyes.. a whole eternity seems to pass like a split second. Yet when I awake the thoughts in my mind seem to form an amorphous amalgam.. that flows like the raging torrents of a river past the very dams of my cognitive logic processing.

Its hols yet i feel something in my mind disturbing me.. like a coruscating nuance... like a spectre.. u feel its presence but when u look.. it disappears.. perhaps the innermost fears manifesting itself upon a tired mind? For some reason I feel unhappy.. and I dont know why.. and I dont think I'm having my period...

Anyway off to bed.. work calls for me 2mr.. another day in the life of kenchin..