Friday, June 15, 2007

Empty Library

15:6:07
0934hrs AEST, GMT+0800
Law Library



Its 930 in the morning and the library is so empty- as with my motivation... just dwindling down.. because everyone's going home or gone home or finished with their exams! Man.. For once, I dont have to worry abt finding a space.. ther is a whole heckload of space available here.. but oh well.. here I am suited up like an eskimo- I'm wearing 5 layers and a scarf.. cos its bloody freezing outside.. visibility is very poor.. the city is covered in a thick fog.. oh well.. 1 more week to my freedom.. but even with dwindling levels of motivation, I still trudge on.. I know I must.. and I endeavour to do my very best.. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO THROW ME ENCOURAGEMENT/MOTIVATION.. I NEED IT URGENTLY! Molecular cell bio's driving me crazy.. so many different effectors all with very similar names! - Rab, Ran, Ras, Rac, Raf.. Pathology's just killing me... why the hell do people define asthma as- Bronchial Hyper Reactivity due to an Inflammatory Response to Diverse Stimuli.. why dont they just say "YOU JUST CAN'T BREATHE".. Science in all its glory is simple- Simply Complicated and its starting to annoy me..

But I guess I'll just have to do my job and my duty.. and aspire excellence in my work.. And study in a manner befitting and honourable of a science student.. I just pray that I can just be psyched up one last time.. for one last effort.. a final charge..

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