12 sept

12th September 2006
1850hrs AEST
+0800GMT

Today had a very wierd feeling to begin with.. almost a sense of surreality..

The shrill alarm of "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star- tamil version" just pierced the silence and jolted me from my sleep. Opening my eyes I was bombarded by an obscene quanta of light.. but slowly it eased off.. the sky as azure blue as could be greeted me - cloudless- just amplifying the vastness of the heavens stretched out above.. 9:55AM.. I began my day waking up to find my body refusing to move out of bed- I had about 10hrs of sleep and by university standards, its luxurious.. yet its as if the bed posessed some incredible binding properties- high affinity binding for my physical flesh.. with a herculean feat I roll my dead arse off the bed and head for the shower..

Being enclosed as I begin the routine process of sanitizing myself ( i must always have a shower in the morning), the weather gorgeous in all its splendeour seem just so impudent in fixating my mind on it.. I felt something different.. Mornings usually didnt feel this way.. There was something different in this one.. As I showered I forced myself to focus on my pathology test- reciting exerpts of my notes mentally as if chanting a mental mantra.. Eosinpphil Chemotactic Factor- A, Immunoglobulin Gamma, C1 QRS complex, Antibody Dependant Cell/Complement Mediated Cytotoxicity.. P53 Tumor Suppressor Gene.... IL-1/IL-6/TNF-alpha causes fev... Phospholipase C activates Prot.... and the thought of the light shining thru my window, hidding so discretely in the periphery of my thoughts seem to conflict in an attempt to suppress all other thoughts.. somewhat something was different..

Getting out of the block and straight into the majesty of the weather.. shades on were the first thing I did.. I grabbed my bike and cycled to school. Riding thru school.. everything seemed subtly different.. the way people went around uni.. they seemed to waltz and saunter.. rather than the rigid "marching" to class.. As I cut past the library to the medical building.. A strong wind blew.. and the trees above let fly with flower petals.. it was as if it was snowing... a beautiful sight to behold.. ayy..

Oh oops I gotta run an errand.. * TO BE CONTINUED*