-CYTOPLASMIC-

Another day, another 10km.. Went to GNC today for Glucosamine cos my joints are hurting already.. Spoke to the sports nutritionist and he said to me- "DIET IS THE KEY" I now know that eating carbs at dinnertime is a nono- my dinner should just be vege(dammit!) and meats (yayness!) and before I sleep, eat cooked egg whites- to allow my body to absorb the protein and allow body repair whilst I sleep. The new golden rule is- no carbs after 2pm. All carbs must be wholemeal and low GI... I'll have to say goodbye to white rice (sob sob) and hello to brown or bismati rice.. well I actually like bismati- especially with curry :)

I have no choice, it has to happen this way.. I don't like to put myself thru this.. but then again.. I dont have to like it.. I just have to do it.. I guess there're many things in life that we don't like to do (ESPECIALLY STUDY) but we have to do it still because its the right thing to do. With that said, I must discipline myself to do it.. to put my heart and soul into it. Nothing is more convincing than success, more imperative than victory.. Its not so dramatic as- "I'll get there or die trying".. but rather "I can do it.. I believe I can make a difference to myself".

I was thinking of the impending end of the year.. and I forsee that it'll be sad to part company with many who will be going their seperate ways- especially the OCFers.. I try not to be emo but.. looking back at all the fun and laughter we had.. it'll be hard to accept that we'll be parting company soon.. what will become of me when "Best Friend" *ching!* "Maria" goes home? and what abt Ruthie? I can no longer tease them about the legislation/jurisdiction/legal obligation/constitution/constipation.. :( what about Jason? no more garlic fried chicken that is SO VERY SINFUL.. BUT IT TASTES SO GOOD! what about JuJu? no more rubbing his head for good luck.. or making fun of mathematicians..or cheesecake.. Shera and Roy (collectively they make "Soy") are going too.. :(

But with that said.. the new faces- "Mario" and "Luigi", "Loony Tunes", Ru, Rachelle.. and strengthed/renewed bonds with other OCFers.. have brought much comfort to me.. I know my time will be up soon.. Its almost as if I'm into my final chapter here.. :) I just hope that the remainder of my time spent here will be fruitful and more bonding with the others :)

Anyway i'm off to bed :P The STUPID COLLEGE INTERNET IS SO SCREWY! I KEEP GETTING LOGGED OUT! WTH(walau thats headache!)MAN! AAAAARRGH! (ok Jason/J Lai, for a change, this entry is AGGRO!)